Settling in
Oct. 3rd, 2024 08:51 pm[Weeks of lost sleep, bottle feeding and kitten care had done wonders for little Chun Li. She was still on the small side, but could tear around the apartment, enjoyed playing with her toys and even learned to fistbump. If you liked having your fist patted with a kitten paw.
The gang hadn't minded a few nights of bottlefeeding since the kitten was so easy to love. But the feedings turned to weaning on solid food and the restoration of a sleep schedule.
Other changes were taking place in the apartment. Joon-gi's things were more easily integrated with Zhao's. Everyone in their friend circle noticed how close they were becoming, teasing them a bit for it. Most of all, Zhao sat on the couch, playing with the kitten and looking over with interest as Joon-gi made dinner. He didn't know what all it would involve, but there was rice.
Someone else cooking for me? That's hot, he thought. But he promised to be good and not hover.]
Smells good, whatever it is. You need me to set the table or...?
The gang hadn't minded a few nights of bottlefeeding since the kitten was so easy to love. But the feedings turned to weaning on solid food and the restoration of a sleep schedule.
Other changes were taking place in the apartment. Joon-gi's things were more easily integrated with Zhao's. Everyone in their friend circle noticed how close they were becoming, teasing them a bit for it. Most of all, Zhao sat on the couch, playing with the kitten and looking over with interest as Joon-gi made dinner. He didn't know what all it would involve, but there was rice.
Someone else cooking for me? That's hot, he thought. But he promised to be good and not hover.]
Smells good, whatever it is. You need me to set the table or...?
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Date: 2024-10-22 05:11 am (UTC)He was laid gently down upon the bed, his face peppered with kisses as Zhao fingered the waistband of his sweats, tugging it lower. Joon-gi lifted his hips, helping him along as he peeled out of his remaining clothes. It was such a relief when his cock finally sprang free and flopped against his belly, shamelessly displayed for Zhao's pleasure. He stretched luxuriously with a soft sigh, laying the back of one hand against his brow. He looked like he was posing for a centerfold advertisement for expensive perfume. At least, that was the mood he was trying to evoke. ]
Well? Like what you see?
[ So what if he was fishing for a compliment? Everyone likes being told they look gorgeous every now and again. Even Han Joon-gi.
Especially Han Joon-gi.
He watched through half-lidded eyes as Zhao put on his own performance, popping open the buttons of his shirt one by one, exposing a swathe of bronzed skin and a chiseled physique. Without even realizing, Joon-gi drew one hand across his own chest, fingertips dragging along the taut muscles of his belly, and lower still...
Zhao seized his hand, guiding it away from his cock, and pressed a tender kiss to his knuckles. Joon-gi drew a shivering breath and closed his eyes, groaning softly. ]
Not even a little?
[ That smile, along with the small shake of his head, was all the answer Joon-gi needed. Gentle, but firm. Not at all like...
He closed his eyes and tried to push away the memory of his mirrored-twin—those sharp teeth glinting in the moonlight, those fingers wrapped around his throat. He swallowed hard even as his cock twitched with the memory of how good it felt, to be so dominated; to be denied such gentleness until he had served his purpose and his mirrored-twin's needs had been satisfied.
He opened his eyes just in time to watch Zhao remove his rings one by one, and carefully set them aside on the bedside table. His cock was throbbing painfully, clear slick leaking onto his belly in anticipation of what was to come.
He held his breath as Zhao leaned over him, pushing his thighs apart with one hand. He felt two fingers stroking at his entrance, teasing their way inside, and his mouth dropped open with a soft, strangled cry.
God. God, it felt so good. He felt Zhao's fingers curl inside him; a shock of pleasure lit up every nerve, setting his whole body aflame. He reached down and briefly wrapped a hand around the base of his cock, squeezing tight so as to stave off an impending orgasm. ]
Slow down, please... [ Slowly, he drew his hand back, hoping that Zhao wouldn't see fit to punish him for his disobedience. But he was trying to be good; trying not to come before Zhao was ready. ] Sorry, it's just... It's been awhile, and I don't want to spoil it by coming too fast.
[ He relaxed against the bed, breath hitching softly as Zhao began to work him over. He shifted his hips minutely, trying to guide Zhao deeper, to where he truly needed him.
But Zhao was relentless in his teasing, grinning with self-satisfaction as Joon-gi writhed beneath him. He covered his mouth with one hand, murmuring "please" over and over again between his fingers. This was a gentle tyranny of pleasure, in which Joon-gi was a willing subject.
Remember: you asked for this. ]
Roll me over. [ His voice trembled beneath the weight of his need. ] I want you to fuck me good and deep. Please.
[ With a little help, he rolled onto his belly and drew his knees beneath him, lifting his ass into the air. He moaned softly as Zhao's hands clamped down onto his hips, holding him steady as his cock pushed against his yielding entrance.
Fingers curling against the sheets, Joon-gi pressed his face into the pillow and moaned long and loud as Zhao's cock pushed its way inside, all the way to the hilt. And then Zhao began to move, drawing out nearly all the way before slowly sinking back in again. Over and over.
Soon, he felt the weight of Zhao's body pressing him further down. He braced his knees, bearing the weight comfortably. The tip of his cock nearly brushed against the mattress, but not quite. ]
You're not. [ Too heavy, that is. ] You're perfect, that's what you are.
[ He wanted to kiss Zhao, but their current positions wouldn't allow for it. Instead, he spared a brief glance over his shoulder and a small smile.
He relaxed once more, allowing Zhao to take the lead and set the pace. Each deep, slow thrust was accompanied by a soft, needful moan. His cock was throbbing insistently, and soon it became impossible to ignore. ]
Please, Zhao... I need to touch myself...
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Date: 2024-10-22 12:34 pm (UTC)He clamped a little harder with his thighs, rocked a little harder, pushing to the hilt, holding for a few precious moments before drawing back and doing it all over again.]
You're perfect. [A soft pant. At the pleading to be touched, Zhao reached around and grabbed Joon-gi's cock with his hand.] I got you. I got you.
[So with each deep thrust he coupled with a long stroke from base to tip of that glorious cock. Being a little taller and in such a delicious position, he could lick and suck at that pale curve of neck, even nip a bit in his wanting state.
Well Zhao WANTED to last a good long time, but they'd been apart too long. He could feel himself winding up and started to thrust faster, stroke faster. So he panted in Joon-gi's ear.]
Grab yourself and help me make you come. And if you want more, we'll do this over and over. Get you spread against a wall. Get you right up in the shower. Over and over and over because you just need it so BAD, baby~
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Date: 2024-10-23 01:45 am (UTC)But there was a part of him that longed for that pain; skin breaking beneath teeth and nails, blood trickling hot and sticky down his back. He welcomed the sting of sweat dripping into his wounds, of fingers wrapped just a little too tight around his wrists or throat. Bruises worn as badges of honor beneath his shirt, where only he could see. Because Joon-gi (Yeonsu) belonged to him and no one else. ]
You don't... have to be so gentle... [ He spoke between panting breaths, sparing Zhao a sidelong glance. ] I can feel... how much you want this... You don't... have to keep holding back...
[ Thankfully, Zhao began to quicken his pace, his hand stroking faster along Joon-gi's cock. A familiar pressure was building within him, aching for release. He reached between his legs and laid his hand atop Zhao's own, gripping tightly as he guided him with a rougher hand, urging him to move faster. ]
Harder, please! [ He couldn't stop the rising pitch in his voice, the rhythmic moans growing louder as Zhao ramped up the pace. ] I can take it, I promise!
[ This was nothing compared to what he'd endured at his mirrored-twin's hands. Every cut, every bruise, every wound was a gift bestowed by a god, and he'd been praised for his resilience. It was worth it, if only to see that beatific smile, reserved only for him. To feel those powerful hands gently touch his brow and wipe clean the blood from his skin, like a sinner receiving absolution.
He squeezed Zhao's hand in a white-knuckled grip as a sharp cry was torn from his throat, his vision going white around the edges. He shuddered as white-hot pleasure radiated from his core, searing every nerve. Even as he spilled onto the bedsheets, he didn't stop moving Zhao's hand against his cock until he had wrung every last drop from his body. ]
Don't stop, don't stop... [ He braced himself with both hands, his arms visibly trembling with the effort to keep himself upright. ] I want you to finish inside me. Please.
[ He didn't mind being used in such a way, so long as Zhao enjoyed himself. So long as Zhao was the one using him. ]
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Date: 2024-10-23 02:18 am (UTC)He came with a quiet gasp, hips rhythmically jerking until he shuddered to completion. When the trembling ceased, he slowly withdrew, allowing them both to collapse on the bed. Zhao mentally hi-fived his past self for having tissues ready as he began to do a bit of cleaning of them both and disposing of the condom. Only when he'd taken enough time and made sure they were both a bit more presentable did he tuck Joon-gi into his chest.]
Holy fuck I guess we needed that.
[He nuzzled and kissed his boyfriend's sweat streaked hair and face.]
You're goddamn amazing. We should continue this in the shower once we can both move.
[Post sex snuggling was the best. Not to mention that they'd really needed this. It did get a little intense toward the end and it was always weird to have that shift. So Zhao did what he was good at. Which was humor. So he held his boyfriend close and just made up a quiet song.]
My boyfriend's in my tiiiits, my boyfriend's in my tiiiits, it's a good god damn day, my boyfriend's in my tits, HEY!
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Date: 2024-10-28 12:38 am (UTC)Thankfully, Zhao retained enough energy to get the both of them cleaned up. Joon-gi hated feeling the sticky mess drying against his inner thighs, or the way the sheets clung to his sweat-soaked skin.
He'd love nothing more than to take a shower and get properly clean, but there was no possible way he could peel himself off the bed under his own power, at least not for the next half-hour.
Joon-gi closed his eyes, smiling as Zhao pressed a tender kiss to his brow. ]
I don't know how you expect me to move again after this... [ He huffed a laugh and kissed Zhao, hoping it would be enough to soften his words. ] I'll definitely be feeling it in the morning, that's for sure!
[ He'd be fine, truthfully. Joon-gi had recovered from far more intense sessions than this and still managed to attend to his duties in the morning. There would be a little discomfort, sure, but nothing he couldn't handle.
Joon-gi nestled close as Zhao wrapped his arms around him. He slipped his own arm beneath Zhao's own, fingers trailing down the length of his back. He pressed his face to Zhao's chest, breathing in his scent, feeling the warmth of his skin against his cheek. The entire world had narrowed to the comforting space within Zhao's arms, and Joon-gi wanted to stay there for as long as possible.
The minutes passed in comfortable silence and Joon-gi closed his eyes, thinking that he might allow himself a quick nap. But then Zhao started singing some silly little song, and Joon-gi couldn't help but laugh softly against his chest. ]
Save it for the karaoke bar, okay? [ He shifted within Zhao's arms, stretching up to nuzzle against his throat. ] Who knows, maybe I'll actually join you on stage for once.
[ It's not that Joon-gi couldn't sing or that he was embarrassed by the sound of his own voice; he just wasn't able to put himself out there the way Zhao and the others could. To get up on stage and bare his heart to the world, singing soulfully about his feelings... It felt too vulnerable for his tastes.
Maybe he'd stick to singing in the shower, for the time being.
He closed his eyes once more, and slowly stroked his hand down the length of Zhao's back. ]
Thank you, for taking care of me. It's been awhile since I... Well. [ Got railed within an inch of his life. ] I suppose I didn't realize just how much I needed that.
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Date: 2024-10-28 01:50 am (UTC)As for singing, given his preferences for Hell Stew, he figured Joon-gi didn't want to ruin his voice trying to belt that out with him. Survive really didn't have a lot of k-pop, if any. Maybe he should figure out what songs his boyfriend would prefer to sing?
But the gentle hand on his spine was sending him to sleep.]
You always make me feel so good, just wanted to do the same. Figured out something, though.
I don't think I can do all the commands like you do. I just sound like a dick when I try. I just wanna give you a good time and paint little wonderful stories.
But I think it's okay we're not the same. We just meet somewhere in the middle like we're doing right now. It's the best goddamn place I wanna be.
[His hand stroked along his boyfriend's leg, down along his hip. He then lost track of time for a little while, only starting awake when he felt an arm going numb in a weird position. Zhao blinked and groaned. Why the hell did his mouth feel like something died after a nap? He kept his voice low.]
Baby? I'm gonna warm up a shower. Wanna jump in with me?
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Date: 2024-11-01 01:52 pm (UTC)He didn't think he'd ever have that again. Not after...
Joon-gi wrapped his arm tighter against Zhao's body, clinging to him. He hooked one foot around his ankle, trying to minimize the small spaces separating their bodies from one another. ]
You don't have to pretend to be something you're not. I would never ask that of you, jagiya.
[ This, coming from a man who spent much of his life wearing the face of another. He of all people understood, intimately, the weight of wearing such a mask, how the burden of leadership wears on one's conscience. ]
But, by the same token, I'm not as fragile as you might think. Even so, I... [ He paused, swallowing down the lump that threatened to halt his words. ] I appreciate your gentleness. Even at your most ruthless, there were moments when you would show mercy, and I think that's always been your greatest strength.
[ He shook his head, losing the thread of his thoughts. It was so hard to think right now, with every muscle in his body aching and sleep dragging at his eyes, safe and secure with Zhao's arms wrapped protectively around him.
He closed his eyes, murmuring against Zhao's chest. ] Sorry. 'M not making any sense, am I?
[ He sighed contentedly, nestling even closer. ]
Just know that there's nowhere else I'd rather be, than right here in your arms.
[ At some point, he must have drifted off to sleep. But when Joon-gi opened his eyes, Zhao was still right there, holding him close. He blinked several times and yawned. ]
Mmm... Shower sounds good. [ He sniffed, wrinkling his nose. ] And brush your teeth. You've got some morning breath going on there, jagiya.
[ Nowhere near as bad as Nanba, but still... ]
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Date: 2024-11-03 02:18 am (UTC)He tiptoed naked through the apartment until he saw that they'd only been passed out for an hour and it wasn't that late. Still, they'd left the TV on in their haste so he turned that off before he could get an earful from the neighbors. The kitten was passed out, making little biscuits in her queen bed.
Then Zhao crept into the bathroom, turning on the light and brushing his teeth. He had to make sure his breath was better before Joon-gi would make out with him again. He realized he'd been over ambitious with his original plan because he certainly didn't have the energy to bang again, as tempting as it was.
On the other hand, as soon as he saw the other man yawn and stroll into the bathroom and got a good look at his everything, something certainly thought about stirring.]
You're so pretty, you know? Like, your body is amazing and you know what I think of your tits, but it's...it's your eyes. Always liked those.
You want to hop in and I soap you down or just wash your hair?
[Just for any excuse to touch.]
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Date: 2024-11-08 10:25 pm (UTC)Eventually, he peeled himself out of bed and stretched his arms above his head, wincing as something popped audibly in his lower back. He still felt a bit sore, but a hot shower would certainly do wonders for his aching muscles.
With a bit of stiffness in his legs, he shuffled toward the bathroom. He could hear the shower running as he leaned against the doorway, watching as Zhao finished up brushing his teeth. He yawned, blinking blearily.
But Zhao's comment sent a faint blush blooming across his cheeks, and Joon-gi dipped his head slightly, huffing a soft laugh. ]
I was beginning to think my tits were the only things you cared about. [ He brushed a hand across his chest, fingertips trailing along the scattering of small bruises Zhao had left upon him. It was... kind of hot, actually, being marked in such a way. ] But it's nice to know that you can appreciate my other gorgeous features, as well.
[ He closed the distance, hands settling comfortably against Zhao's hips. Pulling him close, he pressed a tender kiss against his lips. ]
I think I'd like it if you soaped me down. [ There was a mischievious glint in his dark eyes. ] Maybe give me a shoulder rub while you're at it. You really put me through the wringer, you know?
[ Joon-gi pulled away and stepped into the shower. He sighed contentedly as the hot water rained down on him, slicking his hair against his skull. He ran his fingers through it, pushing it out of his eyes, then stepped back to make room for Zhao. ]
Well? What are you waiting for?
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Date: 2024-11-11 01:41 am (UTC)Hell yeah, where did he sign up?
He didn't exactly leap into the shower to join since he didn't want to slip. But Zhao tucked himself in the space provided. He grinned.]
Oh well, I've see you've come to the most exclusive spa in town. Please, allow me to get you clean. Just one of the many services we provide.
[He lathered up his hands in soap and proceeded to clean off his partner. It was a new sort of intimacy they hadn't tried before, so Zhao took his time to worship the temple of Joon-gi Han's body. Neck and arms, hips and abs, just a light trace across the marks on his tits, but taking the time to really rub the shoulders with his thumbs. He did a playful smack across the ass while washing.
Zhao was about to reach down to soap up Joon-gi's balls but he paused. If he really was tired out, he might be overly sensitive and not be into anything else. So with his eyes, Zhao asked for permission to proceed.]
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Date: 2024-11-11 03:25 am (UTC)Well, here's a little tip for your services. [ He dropped a quick peck on Zhao's cheek. ] And there's more where that came from, if you do a good job.
[ Not that he had any doubt. Zhao certainly had the 'magic touch' when it came to giving neck rubs, and he somehow could always tell when Joon-gi sorely needed one.
This was definitely one of those times.
He watched as the water ran in rivulets down Zhao's body, his carefully slicked hair falling loose around his ears. There was something incredibly enticing at seeing him so disheveled, and Joon-gi had to resist the urge to pull him down and start making out with him on the spot.
He turned his back toward Zhao, trying to stand out of the stream of water so the suds wouldn't immediately get washed away. There wasn't a whole lot of space to maneuver, but he didn't really mind, in this instance.
He felt the warm, slick press of Zhao's body slotting up against his own, and Joon-gi relaxed against him with a contended sigh. Slippery hands palmed against his chest and belly, kneading at the tense knots in his shoulders. His eyes fluttered closed as he moaned softly. The tension practically melted away beneath Zhao's gentle ministrations, every muscle softening beneath his touch.
Well, there was one part of him that wasn't growing soft. Quite the opposite, really.
He placed a hand atop Zhao's own, guiding it down across his belly toward his half-stiff cock. He braced his free hand against the tile wall as he glanced over his shoulder, meeting Zhao's questioning eyes. ]
I'd like it if you cleaned this, too. [ Softly. ] Please.
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Date: 2024-11-12 01:02 pm (UTC)With an ever increasing grin, he soaped up his hands and ever so gently soaped and cleaned every inch of that glorious cock. He was thorough too, because he'd hate to think he wasn't doing his job properly. A little massage of the balls, just rubbing along the head, careful exquisite attention until half-stiff became full mast.
And oh, imagine that! He was exactly the same way by now. It seemed only fair and right to have Joon-gi help with cleaning too. He pressed Joon-gi, back to the shower wall. With a low groan, he thrust his cock against those sculpted abs, grabbing the other man's hand to help.]
Holy shit. Every kind of sex is the best kind with you.
[He tried to restrain himself, just in case his boyfriend was too tired, but Zhao's whole body quivered with the need to just rub against that torso or thrust against that hand.]
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Date: 2024-11-23 04:42 am (UTC)He closed his eyes, breath going softly ragged as his cock grew and thickened within the slick tunnel of Zhao's fingers. His legs tensed with the urge to thrust against his hand, but Joon-gi resisted. Every nerve lit up with electric pleasure as Zhao's thumb circled the head of his cock, and Joon-gi groaned deep in his chest. ]
Yes... Just like that...
[ Before long, he felt a very specific pressure against his lower back. This time, Joon-gi couldn't resist rolling his hips, grinding back against Zhao's now stiff cock. There wasn't much else he could do, given his current position, but he enjoyed the way Zhao shivered against him, moaning softly against his ear. ]
Enjoying yourself back there?
[ He might have offered another teasing quip, but Zhao suddenly withdrew his hand and turned Joon-gi about so that they were facing one another. There was a feverish look to his eyes as he pushed Joon-gi back against the wall, a low groan building in the back of his throat. Joon-gi grabbed ahold of his hips to steady himself, moaning softly as that magnificent cock pressed against his belly, rutting against him.
Zhao took hold of his hand, guiding him where it needed to be. Joon-gi held him in a firm but gentle grip, stroking him unhurriedly just as Zhao returned to stroking him off, as well.
Joon-gi leaned close, blinking water from his eyes. His lips brushed against that shapely mouth as he spoke softly: ] It always feels good when I'm with you, jagiya. You take such good care of me.
[ He kissed Zhao, leading in deep. Slow and sensual. He felt the way Zhao quivered against him and tightened his grip just a fraction, but continued to stoke him without any urgency. He'd already worked off a great deal of his previous frustration; now he wanted to linger in this moment and take his time. Any excuse to stay close to Zhao and feel those strong hands wandering all over his body.
Reluctantly, he broke off the kiss, smiling lazily up at Zhao. ]
What if we just stayed in here until the hot water ran out? How about that?
[ Well, maybe not that long. He at least wanted to get off before being doused with cold water, and Zhao would likely be in agreement. ]
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Date: 2024-11-24 01:18 pm (UTC)He smiled fondly at Joon-gi.]
Yeah. I can get behind that.
[With the realization, his nervous need vanished, melting into the hot water. Slow and sensual. His right hand freely explored every inch of his boyfriend's cock, trying to find the places that would make the most delicious sounds in response. He did use his size and the situation to more slowly rock into his boyfriend's body, especially into the hand gripping him just right.
One of the best things about taking time was the long long kisses. Being able to linger on that mouth, but then kissing everywhere else he could reach. With his free hand, he stroked everywhere else on that wet slick body. Down a hip, up a side, around the curve of his ass, even across a nipple with a few marks on it from previous lovemaking.
He leaned over to talk directly in his boyfriend's ear.]
I will never stop appreciating how beautiful you are.